amores perrros

Cricket frenzies, dry humour, constant reassurances, patriotic zeal, confusing ideas.. and i dont know in what direction is this entire thing going on. What will i do if that does not happen. Will every thing be same as it always was. Or the absurd occurrences will defy the objectives?
Its this mediocrity and wayward thoughts that sucks every drop of....

electrocuted

green

Jesus Christ its about time!!!

Its been some time now, come on just do it for me just once. Give me the reason to celebrate the real victory. Everything that i had put on stake for this once flash of success. Be reasonable now, this time.......

rambharose

Its the apt way to put the situation. Now that all is done what is was in my capacity at the given situation and environment; its futile to think on the outcomes even though its a matter of huge importance.
Is it that necessary... the result? Well what can i say. Some things when are solicited passionately your actions and energy gets in line with what ever is the method to achieve that.
It is beyond doubt that how much i have craved for this milestone. So it wont be such a bad exercise to do a dress rehearsal on the outcomes.
Outcome 1; In favour- I will go mad for many days and the result would be a milestone indeed as my approach and confidence will take a leap.

Outcome 2; Not in favour- I would wriggle in pain for days, not wanting to do anything for a while. Crushed for sometime, i would be like a nomad and live in nonchalance for a month. Of course life had to be started afresh.

The haves and havenots

I start with a very formal mode with these lines today- It gives me immence pleasure to write this note, but then i stop, sit and ponder for a while. Its been a immence journey which is still a roller coster ride. Its good to surprise people and more importantly self; its a form of expression too. We always fall in to two categories when we run after a goal- The haves and havenots, but if the process is enlived with passion these two categoies dissolves into oblivion.
I wake with lots of ideas in my mind and next two years will be important in terms of how i develop self and also the environment. My perspectives will fall in line within the zone of accomplishments. After every night comes a day. So i just have to be my self and not buckle under the expections of self.
It will be exciting to know what the future events will bring to light  but every thing has a right time and method to sort out itself.