I dream on..and then i wake up and i find your eyes infront of me. I look them inside, the patterns and circles;i dont want to look around ; i just want to wallow in that ocean. Then i notice birds chirping, warm afternoon after a cool night and we are sitting in the field. Tall grasses but i can see huge mountains at some distance. I look up in the sky and its blue ya... hazy blue!
Again i see you and you are gone... poof! Just like that. I am baffled but not panicking and console myself that you may be here some where.
Where are you?
Beside that tree. I call your name and tell you to not play games with me. But i cant hear you. Then i stand up and try to get a glipmse of yours.
What is this place. Where i am? I look at my hands and then at my palms. They seem to be alright.
Why i am all blue. This shirt is mine.. Is it? Ya its mine , i recall.
There there is this very warm wind that falls on my face and now i am totally confused. Just like the way i feel before i jump of a cliff or press the throttle in order to get more wind.
I just want to see you. Then i hear you laughing. Ya that muffled voice as if you are trying hard to not to make a noise. I run in that direction but i am not getting tired and i see myself running very hard as if it is for life.
Suddenly i hear your voice all around me and i close my ears hard with my hands. But i am still hearing them. And i remember that i am shouting as hard as i could but all i hear is you. There no escape.
I close my eyes and try to concentrate to be in senses and after some time those voices go off. But when i open the eyes i see you. And you innocently ask me "what happened?"
" Are you okay?"
I dont say a word and hold you so tight than ever.
And you say" Rahul you are hurting me?"
I say after losing my grip
" You know the way you look right now and the way i am looking at you, i want this to stay like this forever. "
And i hold you back in my arms and i remember calmness , not a sound. I dont know how long i have been like this.
Then i wake up suddenly and i find myself in my bed. Its dark and 3'o clock in night says my watch!
And i dont feel like sleeping again so i take a round and get on my study table to remind me of Rahul Sharma and what all he did, his bravery and goals. He's is my hero and good thing is that I am him!
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