Stubbornly in Love with You

No- No- No i want to tell my conscience that i am dogged and more stubborn when i am chasing you. I have loved your soul and no matter what may come by i am standing taller, stronger and incorruptible. My will power feeds itself on my convictions for my goals and you are not different. How many times my foes will hit me that i will also see. I know one thing that when i believe in something only life can take me away from what i deserve. Ram is in my heart and when He had to fight for what he deserved what is my image infront of the All Powerful.

Its said that higher the peak higher is the sacrifice. When Gods were upsetting the tranquil of the Ocean every one collected wealth and powers but Shiva drank the venom and turned blue. His nerves had every drop of it but he was unflinched and stoic. Such is the character of you my beloved sunshine. I know you will never say a word about the agony of pain which you are bearing. But dont stop to count on me because i wont fail you. Its not because i am in this conflict to find you and i know that the same conflict must have confounded you too. It cant be possible that you will not be able feel the heat when i burn. Your soul is with me.

I am not asking for a stake for what i have worshipped every single second in you. What is in your mind i am able see it right now; because when i write i talk to you. Its immutable law of attraction; entire Universe follows it and so do us. So when i speak to you physically its not enough to convey with the limited scope of language. Let this be clear to the demons that i also worship them as horror and moral terror are friends of mine. For those they are enemies they must fear them. What they will frighten me when i sit on their lap and saw their face not once but everytime i milked them. 

Remember God when i was small;i was lying on death bed i promised you something for you to let me live. I never forgot what i had promised.

So dont you worry a bit Sunshine you are inside me and soon that veil will drop and black clouds will diffuse in to space.

I love you more Stubbornly than ever and ever and ever!!!

pls have faith & call my name inside baby for 3 times and i'll know that my love.

my my mydasffasdfawfwoeafeodawerfhasuihfuiag......oh God..pls....pls....