Patience

See there is a simple rule with which every thing works. Its called demand and supply. Most of us dont say it out of concern that it may be blunt to hear. But as you grow this becomes almost evident in all the situations. Of course there are exceptions to common axioms. When i quoted an axiom which i read from a close one's portal, it made my friend to go into serious thinking mode. The quote was- all human actions are governed by self interests. We both racked our brains to find the exception. After much thinking it came out that its a mother's love for a child which is without any self interest. Since its unconditional.

But its also true that most of relationships are initiated on the basis of gratification of self iterests. Now a days every one is so materialistic that purusance of love, dreams and similar things have become a farce. Its all now ficiton. Some of us have infact said to me that i think on the lines of a ficitous fairy tale. Dreams and stuff are bygone; they are good in movies at the most. I simply become agitated when i ask someone if they saw this movie or read that novel and they say yes, then i ask so whats your take and they say nothing, they say it was just some fiction and fun. Fun, my ass.

But what if a relationship was started on a transactional motive and then down the line it became so important to someone that he/she saw it as life. He/she down the line began to imagine everything in it. Every stroke of brush made the same picture i.e. of his/her lover. What would this people call, attraction, commonality, infatuation.. No one has guts to call it love because they fear what about the motive. The real thing the rule of demand and supply, the rule of social conformity. But they dont see its an exception, its unconditional love.

So what has do be done, has to be done without fail. I m gonna not sit upon my ass to wait for destiny to decide my future. Am gonna actively do what am meant to do. Step by step. It will be a test. Ya a test for sure. When i have give 80 tests in engg alone and un countable others- completitive, non competitive, personal, professional. Many of then which are known only to me now.I'll also see what's decided for me....

Hosle woh hosle kya jo sitam se tut jayein.

for now its patience. When i have waited for certain things to happen for as long as 3 years this is no big deal. Hit me.