When some form of constancy stays with you all the time it sways you away from what is current or present. The subconcious does all the routine activities as it daily does but the mind is not conciously following the events. Say you wake up, brush your teeths or get ready for work and so on. These activities are almost routine and sometimes it happens that after you have done them you cant even remember when they were done. Like if you lock gates every day and you are doing the same; some times it becomes difficult to state the exact point of time when you actually did it.
Reason- Mind is some where else. It happens with me all the time now. I have to do something to get it back. I have to stop hyperactivating atleast for some time now. One cannot live among fake events created by mind all the time. Its also frustrating to know that when you surely know that you can achieve that much coveted feat it is stopping you to get there.
There must be some way; some way to get myself back from my relevations. I have to find it. Must find that way now.
I just finished reading gita after a long time and i know that it definitely shows that way but the most discerning thing is to follow it.
Help me to get stronger and better.
Listening 'lovers in japan- reign of love' coldplay. Out of world music. Hope i remember to play it when i m old.
ReplyDeleteCheers for days of thunder!