Empowerment

I don't like people who are miserable. The best a helpless deer can do is to wait for the death to arrive. One should take control of the situation. I have seen people completely changing scenarios upside down; even if it seemed impossible apparently.

I believe in being adamant to the level which tweaks your environment. People first call you reckless, impatient and immature; then you continue be dogged to what you believe and relegate them to mere bystanders from judges.

A Miserable being is petrified by a little dissonance in the environment and play to the tunes of society in the garb of being adaptive. Funny! Now I have seen some stalwarts fight; their supply, of what mob would call as basic amenities ceased but there is nothing like a sign. I have always honestly imitated such role models of mine. But as they say – you can fight and win every goddamn thing in the world but love is something that you lose even if you win. I saw my soul wriggling in pain every second and that too periodic that I could smell, for the first time, that wretched reek of helplessness.

I was shocked!

On the top of it, this situation was smeared with an obnoxious gluey obligation of societal relationships. One the one hand I want independency so that I could hold complete accountability but what I have to deal with close ones in order to breakup stupid deadlocks. This is something I am not meant for. Feels like a stupid character of daily soaps in the afternoon TV channels.

What should I do?

Don’t waste your time in accomplishing what you would never vouch for in the first place. So I went to mountains! Catered to my senses with what they love to do most. HEDONISM- The only religion which is sacred!

Enjoy the life; it’s a one time affair. Oscillate between flashy past and pick funny life grains spread sporadically!

So I choose Life. I choose empowerment. I choose power. I choose control.

Love is my birthright and I shall have it! If not this way then it would be my way.