cant let u go

Hi

Its hard to say how it feels when some thing you want slips out of ur hands in front of u.
Like when a dearer than life in online and it shows a green in there; but as you go to click it shows offline.
happens some times.

Though i dont expect anything from the only mode of one way communication medium i have to u; i just hope that you
dont feel that i m pestering you.

Its just happening that i still feel loads of feelings for you every second.

I know i shouldnt behave this way but kya karoon!!!
i cannot stop myself.

koi itna apna ekdum se itna door jaye to bahut dard hota hai.Jabse aap door hue ho kuch bhi sahi nahi chal raha hai.
its all so confusing.
cant find taste in anything. sahi mein.

several times i have tried to cry par itna badnasib hoon ki aasoo bhi nahi aate.

sahi bol raha hoon sweety aisa aur chala to darr yeh lagta hai ki i will loose my faith in emotions.

Ap ko ek bar waise hi meri apko hasane ki koshisho par khilkhilata dekhna chahta hoon.

i cant ........................live without you sweety.

missing u a lot