tikona

Any ways i've been philosophical at times but then that's what it is when you speak from heart and not mind because the later has complexities of its own but the former is like a perrenial river , flows forever .Sometimes i think why people plan their life,like one should do this when that happens or they say one must not do this but that . They patronize us by their so called "experiences" and this makes the life monotonous , liability and more like a arena where you are the fighter who's gonna face challanges and everyone is watching you . They see how you handle the things and emerge as a "good" fighter.What if one just wants to roam in the arena and play in the mud naked.(pardon my imagination)But no if you do that you will not be a "successful civilized" person.I mean these so called civilized people when the things are pretty fuckedup will eat each other.Why dont we introduce some anarchy and lets see how things turn out.
What if i kiss the girl first and then talk .Well think about it..I digress a lot ,(oye that can be interesting at times too.)I want to say something to you . Which i think if i dont say to you will kill me slowly from inside.So ya read on.. i'am a guy of low profile, like not to pretend but to speak on face and when i'm not able to do it i miserably fail myself. why i'm telleing you this ? guess in a very short while we've got along so well and if things dont get in the way we like them we are bafflled .Remember i told that life is a dream people come and get near us, many last for a less time but some remain closer to us forever. i found you as that person who i now will never be able to part with.
With you i have this transcendal experiences just like mmmm...... like when you sleep for the entire day and wake up late on the next evening and could not recall what day it is...like when you think of something and instantly you get the taste of it on the tongue.you wish to savour that taste for ever...like when someone calls you the most special one......like you watch a beautiful dream and the mind says how can it be possible and you argue with yourself that for once let that happen.....like when its the exam you are not prepared and just with that there must be an earthquake or something and the school is destroyed.There are many such subtle experiences and seeing you is just of such experiences.