missing her

hi

I m sending this to you after medidating a lot and after collecting all my guts this probably will be the straightest thing i would have said to anyone so far.
Words do have their limitations and for learning this under piece of writing you may have to read between the lines.
I LOVE U
Though you may be inundated with phrase all the time i had spoken to you.
Every time when my mind would not be able to ascertain what to say to you to depict the right picture in my mind these words have occured to me as a great boon.Sacred as you said they are the only guidinging force in the middle of chaos to me.

I have read and heard that love is a complex reaction but shows you colours. last 3 weeks have changed things; and also they sure would have impacted you too.
Over some period of time i had got so much close to you that now when you are away its geeting hugely difficult for me to stay focussed. Earlier if anything huge would strike at my shores your strong yet gentle support had saved my town; Not once but everytime.

Now it happens in such a way that a small wave creates a tornado in my life. Is this Right or Wrong i dont know. Why it is happening, I have no answers.

No respite what so ever.

I want to dissappear now but thats not an option cos i m not a coward.
U are very significant part of my life and that wont change. Even if i have lost all my imagination now and all that daydreaming has vanished because of this rendezvous with reality and rationality; your gentle caressing wont be out of my mind.


If this situation beckons seperation i m not ready for it in any sense but now it seems that what they show in movies is not all true.
Although i cant change past but i have the calibre to change future.

No expectations No demands

BYE SUNSHINE